ohmymotherlovingod;today was THE SHIT. soo, mike and alec came over around 1 and then we drove to haight cos iwanted mcdonalds and alec wanted to go to giant robot or kid robot or suem to get a munny doll; HAHA. then we drove to the beach and the sand was “AIDS” and we were all like OMG I NEEDA GET THE AIDS OFF ME ! cos iwas hella like OCEAN BEACH IS FILTHY youll get aids from stepping on a syringe with it ! then alec was ghost riding mikes car and screaming aids at people, and we started rolling the window down and screaming “AIDS!” at everyone we saw. HAHA. omggggg i can’t believe how fun today was. i would totally keep it on repeat. then we picked zach and armando up and then armando was ghost riding mikes car in haight and it was jus fuckin AMAZING TODAY. i love you guys for making it happen ! <333
girl; you know imiss you; ijus wanna kiss you;
but ican’t right now so baby…
KISS ME THRU THE PHONE.
— Kiss Me Thru The Phone; Soulja Boy ft. Sammie
HOLYSHIIIIIT! this weekend was “POPPING.” hahaha. julia came over on the ferry saturday afternoon, and me and matt were tryna find her and we were on the fone and shit like “I’M BY THE WHITE VAN !” “wtf, WHICH white van ? there’s like, TEN !” “i’m in the front !” “GIRL, iwas just IN THE FRONT !” it was HILARIOUS. but then we finally met up and we were like OMGAAAAAWD! hahaha. then we went to north beach, and i introduced her to me NIGGAS. looool. she was like the WHITE GIIIRL. but it was ALL GOOD. theen we met up with my parents and had dinner in san mateo =) theen sunday, we were FORCED to go to church haha. after i took her to irving and we ate at pho quoc. “POPPING.” loool; then we went to CASTRO ! to hot cookie to get PENIS COOKIES ! then we went to north beach and showed the guys the cookies and they were like WHAT THE FUUUUUCK ? hahaha. theeeeen I’M HELLA MAD! ilet mick use my ipod and then when we left we couldnt find him so he STILL has it. and i barely see him. HOLYSHIT. ibetter get that shit back. its not even mines -_- theen OMGOSH! julia missed her ferry, so we hadda cal her gramma to come pick her up, and that went all good cos she got a penis cookie for her gramma which totally made her gramma’s day. HAHA. then icalled mikey and he came out and drove me home from the ferry building. =) aaaand that was my weekend !
TOTALLY AWESOME.
I miss the times that we almost shared, I miss the love that was almost there. I miss the times that we used to kiss, at least in my dreams, just let me have time to reminisce. I miss the times we never had. what happened to us, we were almost there. Whoever said it’s impossible to miss what you never had, never almost had you.
— -ALMOST; Tamia
is coming over the weekend! =D JULIADOPP YEE. she’s hella DOPE. haha. we’re bouta have shitloads of fun. && we’re gunna kick it with kharlil and allllll those niggas tooo=) hehe. yay tmo school starts at 8:45 and ends at 1:05pm. NO CLASSES TOO ! just; games and easter potluckk. chill day. buuuuut finally got back on aim and myspace and that shit. iwas DYING without my laptop. ifinally can use the stupid desktop that FREEZES all the fuckin’ time. but it’s better then nothing. hopefully my phones gunna be back with me SOOOON.
YEE YEE. can’t wait til this weekend. POPPiN’.
my parents took my laptop -_- and my phone. i am currently CONNECTIONLESS. bleh. but this weekend was mos def POPPIN’. sooo. saturday ikicked it with mikey for a while then he dropped me off at centuries to meet up with siera, carolyn, and danisa. then zach and morionte came, and we went to fuddruckers with sach & the girls. theeeen isaw jamie ! & went homee. and sunday ikicked it with kharlil and zach =) hehe. ilove those guysss.
short & simple for tonight. ithink ifound a keeper =)
but i’m so confused. i still have isaiah, but nate’s so good to me. ihavn’t seen isaiah ina minute, and imiss him so much. ilove him but i’m not in love with him. ihavn’t done him wrong, but it feels like we’re dying. does that mean it has to end ? =/ nate’s been there for me so far, and ialways have fun kickin’ it with him. ifeel comfortable with him, but ido with isaiah too. nate is nothing but pure sweetness to me, and he treats me like a queen. it started out like that isaiah, but it seems like it’s faded away. idon’t know what to do.
today was fuuuun. so; my mom woke my up at 10am and was like, TAKE THE DOGS OUT ! so i took them for a run walk carry. LMAO. they’re such lazy fucks. buut then my dad drove me to stones to meet up with nate=) then we took the 29 to his house and kicked it. theen went to smoke with tim & miles. I MISSED THEM SO FUCKIN’ MUCH! you don;t understaaand. haha. theen took the bus downtown to wait for isaiah’s fuckin’ slow ass. oh well. lol; kicked it with matt & his friends ariana and her bf. CRACKED ME UPP; they loved jezzabell and kept on tryna use her as a boty magnet. ROFL; but then finally saw isaiah, and left like 15 min. later to take the bus to 9th and irving to wait for my dad to pick me up. gotta jamba juice =) caribean passion w/ burner boost; yummm.
IDONTIMISSYOUUUU!
ishall see your not so innocent ass tmo =)
BUTSHITTHATFUCKINPRINCESSBITCHALYSSA; needs to go =) haha. PREGGOTESTSSS ARE NEEDED; hahah. but apparently she wont TAKE IT; so hm. buuuut my moms kikin me off MY lapto -_- so ishal talk to you tmo
ihateyou! ily !
happy birthday to my ride or die JONPAUL!; this nigga been there for me since DAY ONE; day or night; thick or thin; good or bad; wherever; whenever; always. icant believe its been fuckin 10 days years since imet your crazy ass. it seems like just yesterday you were here fuckin TRIPPING ME DOWN THE STAIRS; =)
ILOVEYOUWITALLMYMOTHAFUCKINHEARTBROTHER! n e v a f o r e v e r + a day. daamn; finally LEGAL BABY; hittin’ that 18 wit all you got=)
imiss your tall, 6’4, black/puerto rican ass =( HAHA. you needa come back to KiILL@K@Li for college, NIGGA. haha; you’re all the way across the US in new york right now, and ICANT SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN PERSON! buuut; icant wait til you come back this weekend =D TO STAY RIGHT?! haha. but ihope you getta read this braaah braaaah, cos imiss you & ilove you =) HAPPYBIRTHDAYBESTFRIEND.
<3 lydia.
