-->lydia ☆

what caused me to stop and think.

“….But guess what? Believe it or not, YOU were the “light” that got me through a lot of it. You were a little toddler who always made me happy, always wanted to see me, and made me feel “loved.” Seriously. (I think I talked about you so much at one point that my friends thought I was obsessed with you or something.) And now I wish I had at least a little bit of the same effect on you as you did on me…”

sometimes iwish the choices imade, the decisions ichose, and the actions that ifollowed through upon weren’t the ones that hurt the ones closest to me.